a while back i wrote a blog entry requesting for help at the time i was over whelmed and feeling like i was drowning in stress and unrest but now i believe ive reached a level of inner peace if you do not already know i am in the army i did not believe myself to be a person of nonviolence when i joined things change and just how i have came to believe what i do today i am coming to grips with the read more »

when i joined the army i was not a pasifist i did not seek a nonviolent resolution but now i do the things ive seen and the thing ive done have altered my views the have changed the way i see the world around me i can no longer hold a weapon for i feel the thirst for blood that that weapon cries out for i feel as if i am surrounded by blood thirsty wolves snapping at each other with the anticipati read more »