A Season For Nonviolence - Day 14, Feb 12: HUMILITY

DAY 14 Feb. 12: The thought for today is HUMILITY. Making mistakes is a part of learning and growing, simply an error in approach. Paradoxically, the only way we can begin to escape from the consequences of our actions is to stop running from them and to face them with fortitude and humility. In this sense, every difficult situation is a precious opportunity for learning.

When we humbly acknowledge our mistakes and reflect on what we have learned, it frees us from the need to be defensive. Being free from defending our position creates an opportunity for nonviolence.

"The seeker after truth should be humbler than the dust. The world crushes the dust under its feet, but the seeker after truth should so humble himself that even the dust could crush him. Only then, and not till then, will he have a glimpse of the truth." -Gandhi

Today: As I gaze up at the stars tonight, I am aware of how small I am, how my life is but a fleeting moment in the vast scale of time and distances of the solar system and the universe. And in that moment of humility, I acknowledge that I DO make a difference.

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I need to find others that truly for the American people not just others that act as if their here to help the people like most. Those only help to keep others down and only love to kill or laugh every thing off like it’s a joke, because my lives like others are very voluble.
I have found out most people just end up turning their head and do nothing about what’s going on or critic, criticism, dispassionate-without feeling for other humans, uncivilized even if the their educated behind the thing these have done and do on a daily bases to other humans as I am trying to type this out I am being hit with beams that make me feel like my skin ace num or needle pains some parts of the body feels hot or cold pressure or painful in the privet areas or in my lower back will heat up or at times my hart would start beating and I have low blood pressure, but not to low I do have a strong hart, but with the weapons these people use the weapons can make a person have a hart act, the victims hart and if anyone around the victim you can actually can see the hart moving like something actually pulling the victims hart and it’s real painful and theirs another weapon that makes the victim fill like something got a strong hold or your head and you’ll feel like screaming behind all the pressure and pain, but as soon as they turn off the weapon the victim starts feeling normal again I think if they kept that weapon on me I defiantly would not be alive today. I can go all day and tell you different kinds of these weapons have done to me and what different ways a human feels when they pass a-way I know I do not now all of them thank God accurse I am sill here, but I have had a / well let me say this no one in the world can’t tell me there in no such thing as the Lord he is the saver of the universe.
I K. Caslar would like to have a lawyer help me take, The Presbyterian Intercommunity Hospital as a whole to a court room of law for several civil suits and federal laws that they have violated.
I K.Caslar have been a patient at this hospital for many years. I delivered my daughter at this very hospital no date: 04/03/90 I named her Eva Ann Caslar.
Presbyterian Intercommunity Hospital 12401 Washington Blvd, Whittier 90602.
I only used a different last name only one time and the reason for that was I married to a Mr. Alfaro for three months if you call that a marriage year of 1988. And I always carry my California ID with me at all times as Kelly Mary Caslar.
When I went to this hospital to pick up all the medical records the hospital would not give me all the dates. And all I end up receiving was document scams plus I not even sure about the dates the on these document scams wore on the true date when I was in the hospital. Date 07/03/02-07/06/02 and the medical records stated that my name was Kelly Alfaro. R.N Leah Whitson Mental Heath Services. Date 11/11/02 Tom Morbeck slice my right check with a box cuter all the way through my check two inches and the true Date when this happened was on Date of 11/30/02, M.D. Madonna Fernandez, Dr Sandoval Josie Jay H. Takata, PA Dr Roger Woodard they used my true name this time, and stated that I was 45 years old, when I was 42 years, and contradicted their statements like usual. I remember after I was assaulted how I was treated by the police officers and I choose not to say every detail in this letter I feel it will better for my self and my attorney when it’s time to bring the truth out what happened.
07/11/02 once again the hospital used the last name Alfaro instead of Caslar. Dr Zeitlin M., M.D. Stanley W. Combs. 07/28/02, 04/23/03-04/25/03 R.N. Karen Z. M.D. Aran, Silverio Bejinezeas Chin, Steven M.D., Lab Directors N. Handa, M.D, W. Macdonald, M.D. Radiologist Jagdish Patel M.D. Richard Parks, M.D. Techician Andre Cabiarca.
07/21/03 Argilica Dee Villa Physician Spofford Paula P.A.
I have been through mental turmoil and physical turmoil behind the abuse, mistreated, harassment, unjust treatment, misdiagnosis, unprofessional conduct, record alteration, fraud, physician/provider impairment, and drug, mental, physical.
All federal and state civil rights laws and these people knowingly and entity which discriminated on the basis of ethnic group identification, national origin, race, color, creed, religion, sex, age, sexual orientation, physical or mental disability, medical condition, marital status or ancestry, D.N.A, blood type in which I would never donate and never stated that I would and matter in fact I have another document scam that this hospital made up from the Blood Donor Center, POST-DONATION.CALL-BACK INSTRUCTIONS From Presbyterian intercommunity Hospital Whittier, CA (562) 698-0811 ext 2872 We sincerely thank you for your donation today. You are a very Important Person (VIP) to us, and we hope will reschedule for another donation. Donor Unit Number 5305070 in which I didn’t sine my name to and I have a copy of this document to DMV and told the Kim H that’s and investigator at DMV office in West Covina.
These are all the dates I received that last time I went to medical records

Everything you can do to help stop these people from harming others and to bring this to justice. Matter in fact the doctor that gave me the shots in my face that night when I was assaulted gave me a over dose of what he had in that syringe because all I remember after words was some girl saying that I wasn’t suppose to wake up while somebody was putting me in some vehicle.The Citrus Valley Medical Center Inter-Community Campus 210 West San Bernardino Road Covina, California 91723, an all affiliations. And the sober living where that was involved that night at the Light House in Covina, somebody put something in my soda that made pass out after they had some girl & her boyfriend drop me off at the hospital in Covina I’m not sure if there was another girl in the car even though the car was small. I did not go with the guy that worked at the hospital instead I ran and hide with a glow in dark sweat shirt, then I woke-up inside a black-in-white police car and the police officer that was driving was Hispanic male and the other police was a Mexican male short he also had medium dark color skin. I remember the police office that was driving that I have seen once before when I lived in Whittier at 7908 Milton #B Whittier, CA 90602. In which I choose it’s best for me to not say anything about what happen then, but I am truly wondering if those two men wore really polices or not. Back to what I was trying to say is the police officer that was driving told me to stay out of Covina and told me to go to West Covina and then the police officer that was driving pulled over and let the other police out of the car at Winchell’s Doughnut on Citrus in Covina, and thin let me out of the his car and then I walk to the gas station and called the Covina police department and the dissipater that two police officers just drop me off and told me to stay out of Covina and go to West Covina and I haven’t done anything wrong and I am going right back to Covina and I’m going into a sober living you like it or not and I hung up the telephone. Then I walk to the Winchell’s Doughnut Shop & ordered a cup of coffee and the Mexican lady had a bad attitude like she did not want me to be inside the doughnut shop so I ordered a jelly filled doughnut and sead something about her bad attitude and told her that’s why I ordered a doughnut and set down and I remember a Mexican man standing in the back he was warring one of there green apron he was tall medium built just a little over wait not much, the female that was there had a purm medium length hair 5 ft 5inches tall medium built bad skin completion. And after I eat my doughnut and tried to stand up, All I could remember is somebody had to drove me to cypress st, on the same block of Stepping Stones is on, if it wasn’t for that lady that drove up to me and asked me if I won’t her to call 911 for me I wouldn’t be a live today.
Then the ambulance came. On the medical records they state the Date of admission was on 01/13/03-01/17/03.Pawan K, Vermani, MD on the Medical records I received from Citrus Valley Medical Center Inter-Community Campus 210 West San Bernardino Road Covina, CA 01723 has almost every Mental Hospital that is involved in these cover up scams for these people that are involved covering up each others wrong doings on both sides of the law enforcement. 08/20/96, 03/05/99 MD. Hayakawa Brenda Mr. # F00335813 Acct #V111363263. 01/04/04-06/09/04,
07/06/04-07/07/04, 07/22/04, 08/30/04. I K.Caslar don’t know all the dates and haw many times I have been to the hospital, but they new my mother because my mother came to the hospital before with my daughter before and I also have had my daughter with me before when I had to go to these hospitals before and my boyfriend Ally Bell that passed a-way have came to see me and came to see me at the hospital before. I have been transferred from Aurora Charter Oaks Hospital from the police department and by the ambulance to Park Side West.
I still have a hard time understanding hoe inhuman humans are, what helps me carry on is knowing I would never help bring others down like some people have done to me, but I do thank God not all people are like these people there are people out here that do care and just knowing I care and knowing people like you are here to help stop these kinds of things happening to others proves to me I am not the only person out here that values human life.
M, Pawan K Vermani MD Sajid ALI, MD, Kundi MD. Mukhtair S. ED physician: Kiss MD. Dan Technologist: Ray J. Sanchez, CRT ARRT Technologist: Crislyn C. DelCastillo Technologist: Martin R.Acosta, Bhutto MD, Zahida Guerroro, Carmen M Dayalal Tank, M.D. Sharma M.D. Suresht Paul Bradley Rosenberg, M.D.
I couldn’t believe what the little bit I read in this Medical report was truly unrealistic the kind of thing these hospital put down in their document scams to make me sound crazy it’s only any body could tell these people wore going out of their way to make me sound out of the norm in which they only have made their self sound and look worse it any body would truly investigate and look into the this/these matters that I have been sending.
The medical report also said that the Department of Social Services gave me a complete psychosocial evaluation on Date of 01.14/03, Not! true, I have to ask you how could they when I just came out of being in a coma. I only came out of coma a few times one time in the ER Room and the second time for about five or ten minutes and the second time in the hospital that I came out of a coma I ask the nurse for a panicle and paper and I do have a copy of what I wrote on that piece of paper, on the Date of 01/14/03 I wrote on that paper my name then I wrote no hospital or any facility can strap or tie Kelly Caslar down, Kelly Caslar been through to much aubuse Thank you then I sine my name Then the third time I came out of a coma I found myself in the mental word. M.D. Mazur, Joanna M, M.D. Lakshman D. by the way these hospital work together covering up each others wrong doings with the law enforcement remember I do have ware blood type AB- and the law enforcement are the ones that take over the body and these people can make quit a bit of body parts and my ware blood and that’s another reason these people lie to the family about their victim and try to keep their victims separated from love ones that will believe everything the doctor tells them like my mother, now if my father was a live he would of lesion to me I would of made sure see I am nothing like my brothers I now who would of lesion to me and would of check in these matters or Ally Bell, but they both have pass a-way. I have tried contacting F.B.I, Senator B. Boxer, IAFC, FCC, U.S. Department of Heath and Human Services, FTC, National Center for Victims of Crimes, Special Circumstance Programs, Public Affairs Agency Central Intelligence, Electronic Alert, Home Land Society, Federal INFO Center, firstGov.gov, Department of Consumer Affairs, Medical Board of Southern California and I want you to please remember this I have been through quit a lot abuse and I am doing a lot better for what I have been through better then most, that been through what I have been through as you will be able to tell their if you have spoke to me on the telephone I had to find to explain for someone to even lesion to me and the medicine and shots these hospitals wore giving me made me studier and I have one of those voices on the telephone nor matter what I sound like a drunk or that I’m no drugs no matter what innless I pay action when I speaking on the telephone and I also have to make sure I’m not speaking to loud. And it’s real hard to com down and make sure you sound proper to make sure your voice sounds right for somebody to take time to help you when your life is endanger these people play on your weakness and your disabilities I have been calling ACLU for quit some time and time is passing and I had to learn how to use the internet a little in which I’m just now very little and I haven’t even finish my class, but I’m making a point I finish this class.
and never contact the red cross they get up set because I wont donate my blood and my body part after I tried to talk to them I caught a few of them following me to it seem that I have told so many people some of the thing I now or have been though now what happens is you find more people following just the opposed then what I want. I one of the things I want is these people to stop and put a way for life/.
Prescribing Issues, excessive prescribing, Internet fraudulent accounts, Unprofessional Conduct, Record Alteration Fraud, Misleading Advertising, Misdiagnosis, Privacy Act All of them, Civil laws too, Federal Laws too, and covering up for attempt of murder or murder because I was dead for more thin a few minutes. Letter on a few police officers
And a few others wore pissed off at me because I took a few pictures of so of these people that are involved and I took off and tried to develop the pictures in Whittier accurse they took the pictures they wanted and switch a picture or two and in one of the pictures it was a picture of me dead it was real degrading these people took my face and push my skin together to make me look real wrecked and my lips ware purple and someone pinched my lips to make look like bird lips, I do have the recite and the envelop in which the pictures cane out of. I did ripe up the picture.

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