I thought I had trouble! At least I have God, and prayer, to rely on my friend. Do you believe in GOD? FAITH has always been my greatest help! GOD is awesome! Pray and see if that helps you my friends. Then follow the advice on the last paragraphs of this letter.
No matter what has ever happened in my life, if I pray, some good thing happens or "Angels" appear!. What is an angel? Whether merely another good person that God uses as his angel, or some I believe might really have been "angels", appear to help! Case in point: Age 17, I had one beer after working 20 hours straight through. Stopped for a burned out headlight. Then since "one beer smells like ten" arrested for DUI. Dad wouldn't bail me out. I was about to be gang raped, when I quickly prayed "God please save me". Just then this huge body builder got up and was walking over to the other large man. I was scared to death because now another one was coming to help the guy threatening me with losing my male virginity!
Don't despair! I had my pocket bible out, and I prayed aloud: "God please help me! " Then the bodybuilder told the other guy to scram and pulled out his bible! We did bible study together.Later that night he told me to sleep and wouldn't let anyone harm me because I couldn't stay awake any longer. He stood watch over me all night!
As a scientist one cannot rule out the spiritual-metaphysical. Truth is stranger than fiction. Yet GOD only reveals what he feels we can handle. The more we let GOD know we can handle, the more he reveals. Me? I want a friendly UFO ride! Then to be let off in front of TV cameras with a message from GOD how to live in peace and prosperity for all! I'm ready for it! Whatever entity GOD is, I wish he wouldn't give up on all of us and save the faithful from the evil destroying this world.
The world sure needs some reminder that we dont have to allow evil, or be complicit with evil. Evil requires evil for evil to continue. Goodness just requires truth and love and righteous vigil to stand up for right. I only got in trouble when I tried to pretend to be bad to catch bad people. Only because I knew something really bad that I was tricked into thinking I was helping an investigation to make me look bad! Bad greedy people knowing I knew their plan set me up to think I could somehow help the cops and achieve my childhood dream of becoming a federal agent.
When no-one understood what I doing building cover on a non-existent mission they thought I was a bad guy. People like one police officer and one woman in xray who was married to him who then thought I was bad, Then they got in trouble when they did things like set me up, or alter MIDB codes to complicate my medical care. Then the "invisible blue wall" appeared! And sadly I found the very police and cops I always admired and wanted to be part of were against me!
All because I knew of a what appearsto be a conspiracy! And yet the conspirators got away free because seemingly people now are afraid to confront evil, let alone conspiracy! Why are web bloggers who post truths getting in trouble?. Because good Americans at NSA arent spying on the conspirators, instead of those who report them!
I'm glad if I die and get to heaven sooner! Because frankly this world hasnt been very kind to many of us good people. I have been fortunate in many ways, yet I feel the pain of those who suffer worse than I. The conspirators will likely suffer in Hell, not me, although some of them wrongly think they are the righteous ones!
Some don't believe in Heaven or Hell, so they blindly go on thinking their ill gotten gains in this short life are worth it. Because Jesus proved that eternal life does exist. To people not blessed with a Near Death Experience (NDE), knowledge of eternal life is a gift that humans would not have known without firsthand experience. Why surrender eternal life in heaven for eternity in hell in exchange for a short mortal life of ill-gotten gains!
Even if one gets away with setting people up, or harming them by neglect by not living up to hypocratic oaths, God wil make everyone answer to him eventually. Kinda ironic when the self-righteous screw up their salvation in exchange for hell by playing God and setting up others, isn't it?
Bible scriptures say that man was created in God's image. Many Bible scenes sound like alien visitors. A jewish Rabbi revealed to me at age 16 some secrets! Torah scrolls that imply GOD is an alien race helping humans develop into a more mature race! A race that he created and found life in. This is no contradiction of Christian thought, it verily confirms it! Well then, beam me up GOD, please! And then just to prove you are not to be feared as an alien invader, drop me off in front of CNN headline news (or someone who will ignore the idiots who label everything "Top Secret" because they play GOD? Perhaps because they want to cover up evil by saying it is "national interest"? Like covering up their conspiracies!)
Announce to the world that we need to not fear GOD , just evil people and Satan whom the Torah scrolls secretly suggest is perhaps an evil alien race trying to alter Earth to be hot as hell? Is that why oil companies are trying so hard to deny global warming? Is that why all but four countries have acknowledged aliens exist, and released their UFO files? Knowing that Satan won't die from hot as hell conditions, just good people and our planet as we know it unless GOD helps us? Is it really "satanic activity" ruining the planet, not the mislabeled "human activity"?
Why else would any supreme butthead from Uranus, or some other place not sign Kyoto? Falsely claiming oil helps the economy? Not in a corporate fascist war waging economy it doesnt, unless you work for oil or arms industry! Countries using green technology and changing over to renewable energy are experiencing astounding economic growth and not bankrupting themselves with oil wars!
Knowing what evil people are up to only requires good people to stand up and demand goodness! Jim Ellis says: "Conspiracy always fails upon being exposed", that why conspirators "conspire"! (conspire = "To plan secretly an unlawful act/plot") .(Webster's dictionary) Also is why conspirators refuse to allow investigation or testify under oath! HMMMMM??? Is that why Congress isn't investigating Bush/Cheney for impeachment? Are they all bought and sold? Are some of them still good? Well then its time for censure after one scandal after another, and especially this falsely waged war on terror where we go to Afghanistan as a stepping stone to oil in Iraq for WMD's they lied they "had proof of", yet there were none there! Don't kill my fellow Americans, Bushite!
Lincoln said; "Evil can only triumph when good people stand by and do nothing". People down here need a nice wake up cause most them seem to forgot about GOD altogether. They seem to just think about mean and selfish stuff like vengeance, hate, greed and disrrespecting each other, the planet and especially GOD!
Between that and my near death experience at age five; when a voice told me to "go back, you have work to do in this life" I have always believed! If I hit the lottery or get rich soon I will help you my friend. Right now though, I am also struggling, so I can pray for you.
As for blogging, it wont keep you alive, it just helps stress relief, unless the neo-nazi's come after you, then is it worth it? Thats why I stopped for a while. Kinda slipped recently because old habits are hard to stop. I still don't know what will happen on May 25th. As of now I have no lawyer money, and after my last appearance am pretty scared.
I'll just have to have faith, it's all I can do. And then again since I have faith I'll keep blogging too! Because to sacrifice my soul standing by letting evil go unprotested isn't worth my soul. So I sign this prayerfully, IMPEACH SATANIC BUSH AND CHENEY, OR JUST RESIGN, YOU HELL CREATING FALSE CLAIMERS OF CHRISTIANITY! WAR IS EVIL!
ANY CITIZEN WAS GIVEN THE RIGHT (BY OUR GOD FEARING AND FREEDOM OF WORSHIPPING FOUNDING FATHERS) TO WALK INTO CONGRESS AND DEMAND "PRIVILEGE". THE HONOR AND INTEGRITY OF OUR CONGRESS, THE CONSTITUTION, THE GOVERNMENT IS AT STAKE!
"PRIVILEGE' IS THE RIGHT TO ADDRESS CONGRESS IN THESE CIRCUMSTANCES, AND ALL OTHER BUSINESS MUST BE DROPPED! DEMAND JOHN CONYERS BILLS TO IMMEDIATELY CENSURE PENDING INVESTIGATION THE BUSH/CHENEY/RICE ADMINISTRATION! DEMAND RUMSFELD BE KICKED OUT OF THE PENTAGON TOO, WHERE HE STILL WORKS AT TAXPAYER EXPENSE!
IN FACT THE ENTIRE MEMBERSHIP LIST OF PNAC (PLAN FOR THE NEW AMERICAN CENTURY) SHOULD HAVE IMMEDIATE CENSURE AND LOSS OF SECURITY CLEARANCES FOR THIER 1998 FOUNDING STATEMENTS ! GODLESS STATEMENTS ABOUT SPREADING THE AMERICAN WAY BY MILITARY FORCE, AND NEEDING A "PEARL HARBOR TYPE EVENT' TO TAKE CONTROLOF MIDDLE EAST OIL!
OIL THAT WE DONT EVEN NEED WITH RENEWABLE ENERGY, AND MORE EFFICIENT CARS AND TRUCKS! OIL THAT IS KILLING OUR PLANET WITH "SATANIC ACTIVITY", NOT "HUMAN ACTIVITY" ! TO LOVE LIFE IS HUMAN. TO KILL LIFE IS SATANIC! C'MON PEOPLE MARCH INTO CONGRESSIONAL OFFICES AND DO THIS WITH THE PRESS ON LIVE TV! THEN ARGUE ALL THE FACTS WE BLOGGERS PUT ON THE WEB!
SINCERELY, Mr.James C.Ellis Sr./ Fa1thful1@aol.com/ Fa1thful1@yahoo.com